Vanilla Ice 2.0 is The (100%) Doppelgänger and The Hacker is trying to win the sloth lie or argument, turning me into a snitch. Please stop trying to prevent me from producing rent money, I can’t do that with a nine to five. I already have a keyboard and booklet in my room, and I will learn how to play the keyboard (piano) for music theory understanding and expansion. In spite of me finally being in touch with my emotions and feminine side, I predict that songwriting will still be very difficult for me to achieve because of my immaturity and childlike personality.
I stalled this long because I didn’t want my singing performance to be gay or homoerotic, because most successful pop artists aren’t gay or queer publicly. You’ve all heard my speaking voice. I must transition into an official trans-woman first, then calibrate a vocal performance that will hopefully have sex appeal. The Pippi Pyron character that I have developed must represent the real Kolonji, not a falsity or distortion of the real me. Pippi Pyron is a fusion or mixture of Pippi Longstocking, Pyron from Darkstalkers, and Charles Manson. Gay Rights Activism is a number one priority for me, not snitching is a number two priority for me, and bleaching and whitening my skin is a number three priority for me.
A sexually confused, androgynous, bi-curious faggot is what I’m attempting to avoid now. I will attempt to doppelgänger you as much as possible. Once I learn the basics of the current music software at my disposal, I’ll see what type of sound I’ll have. The Hacker is a liar, my current living conditions sucks balls, the hacker knows this fact. It is very difficult for me to be artistically creative here. The Hacker can see my porn, and they know that I’m bisexual. Hopefully some biological women won’t have a problem having sex with a tranny. MAJORITY RULE!
I didn’t waste my time, all of you wasted my time. I learned a lot about you people with all the time that I utilized for myself in preparation for your demands. All of you would’ve been very annoyed with my personality from what you all say are my sloth years. I was more insecure and childish then than now, and I knew that I needed time to learn and grow. None of you realized or cared to understand this then, you wanted to rush me into something that I wasn’t ready for.
#FYI #ICYDK I deliberately gained all of that weight all those years ago to increase my body’s estrogen levels naturally first before I transitioned into a trans-woman now today. I also decided to add two to three or more birds to that bold, arrogant, fearless, defiant, hate filled stone. 100% deliberate (Resident Evil 2). All of you must be patient. I don’t intend on making overly weird or troubling music, I intend on making likable music. Leon S. Kennedy is number one, and Claire Redfield is the original file to be copied. I don’t write any of my dream notes in physical journals or on paper anymore. It’s all done with the Journey app from the Google Play Store.
This is my attempt to make peace with the Hacker. Because none of you will help me with my family you’re all gonna have to wait longer for me to emerge. Nevermind 1998 Fallen Azazel, they refuse to take me seriously, a lot like all of you. They’ve all given up on me. I’m struggling to repair my trust and reputation with them, and you all know this and don’t care because you’re the good guys. DON’T YOU WANT MY MUSIC TO BE AND SOUND GOOD? SO F*CKING WAIT LONGER. Songwriting and my presentation will be a new priority for me this time. In the past I wasted too much time on composition, but not this time. I’m not the only kidult (adultescent) living in America. I don’t value my privacy, but I value the privacy of others.