Be Patient

Still upgrading my Desktop Computer and Room for my music career. Still pursuing my transition into a Transwoman. My Windows 10 PC must be stable once I get heavy into recording and producing again. The Hacker knows that I have not pirated any software. Out of pocket costs, and working within my current budget for these task. Getting professional piano lessons from someone will speed things along, so I’m going to pay out of pocket for that as well. Acting crazy and deliberately scaring everyone was part of my original strategy. I’m never doing that again, so don’t worry about me embarrassing myself or anyone else again. I opened a version of the Lament Configuration (Pandora’s Box), so I must accept the consequences of my actions. Acting horribly evil and being really mean was part of my original strategy. I came close to producing the result that I wanted, but failed to realize that if one of you decides that something is a New Text Document, it’s a New Text Document and that’s the final word.

I’ve always wanted to at least perform in pornography, and since I am an artist I understand the value of putting time and effort into something you make. So when someone says that something you created sucks, it stings like acid. Critics piss me off because most of them have no talent and can’t create anything but drama and stress for other people. I would need to seek the help of a professional to actually direct a porno film. I don’t view pornography as porn, I view it as art. The Hacker is too busy being racist, elitist trash to realize this. You can’t keep me from being racist and discriminatory towards every race, ethnicity, and social class on the planet. Sex appeal is very important to me, and now after being a dork my entire life I realize that I can use it as a weapon. So yes, I plan on being a Fertile Shemale (Whore) that can impregnate a woman from a or several obvious request. EJACULATION (PERFORMANCE CAPABILITY).

The other reason the hacker is pissed is because they thought that they would’ve got really good dirt on me by now and they don’t have shit. That and they’re horny as hell because they’ve already seen my naked, Fa’afafine, Kathoey, Femboy, Faggot body. There will be a sequel, but not yet because I’m not at 100%. My family sucks balls because they’re not taking me seriously, and they think I’m crazy. My method acting was too good and I would forget to stop my character when I wasn’t online. I have always had a tactical advantage over the typical troll, because they must maintain anonymity and I never attempted it. I won’t do anything crazy like that again because I understand that all of you hate surprises.

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Jorōgumo (uneeq fogtag)

卐←it (Kolonji)

Future me, 卐←it or Morpheus D. Duvall with Albert Wesker sunglasses on at all times no matter what. Or a forced Neo-Nazi sympathizer with the worst case of Stockholm Syndrome in history. Black people never liked me, so I’ll be fine in the near future in my new body. I don’t and never wanted to get any form of plastic surgery. I believe that I already have enough natural beauty. I only want to bleach my skin for you know who. With that said, you know who will determine if I’ll ever have plastic surgery. I’m baffled by people who go too far with it, and end up making themselves look worse than they did before they started.

I don’t consider myself to be a woman, nor do I intend on making myself look like a woman. I consider myself to be a third gender. Fa’afafine, Kathoey, or Femboy, but I must officially affirm myself as Transgender present day. An official transwoman, not a simple cross dresser of yesterday decade or century. I consider myself a slave (32X) that is the property of you know who. You know who will determine how far I’ll go with my physical transformation, not me. For I am the property of you know who.

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卐←it (Kolonji)

卐←it (Kolonji)

‘Hellraiser’: The Movie vs. The Book:

http://bloody-disgusting.com/movie/3388461/hellraiser-movie-vs-book/

Genderbending Hellraiser – A Very Female Pinhead:

https://www.bleedingcool.com/2011/11/30/genderbending-hellraiser-a-very-female-pinhead/

The iconic pin-headed ‘Hellraiser’ villain was originally a woman:

http://mashable.com/2016/09/20/whats-the-difference-hellraiser/

Kirsty Cotton is PINHEAD!:

https://youtu.be/UiMo3kfCi4U

卐←it:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Hellbound_Heart

Morpheus D. Duvall:

http://residentevil.wikia.com/wiki/Morpheus_D._Duvall

The Fifth Element (1997):

http://www.businessinsider.com/et-original-horror-designs-2014-5

Hellraiser – What’s The Difference? – NSFW:

https://youtu.be/88zqogbG-Do

The (100%) Doppelgänger

Female Impersonator (Drag Queen/Me). 卐⚧←European Nazi Music, from The All White Oreo. I am The Skin Bleacher and Whitener, and the Jorōgumo must have its body back at 100% efficiency again. Public Satanism, 100% Hellraiser Doppelgänger. NO CHOICE. NO RETURN. Everyone is different, but what I have found that works for me is when I maintain my physical fitness and health my singing voice is stronger. It’s easier for me to hit higher notes. Dancing is easier as well, I must say this for obvious reasons. KEEP SPYING ON ME, DON’T BELIEVE THE LIARS.

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Morpheus D. Duvall (عزازيل)

The (100%) Doppelgänger

I Already Knew

Before I dropped out of High School I knew I was screwed. That was the year 2000 “Pariah Bury”, and the Resident Evil 2 dream was 2001. I would appreciate a tiny bit of help, everyone else is shocked and I’m not. Keep spying on me, don’t believe the liars. Sure, I’m insecure but I don’t believe that I’ll ever fit in with anyone. I only originally wanted to help people. I did research many years ago to find the best way to get into the record industry. So I already know what to do, but I’m an empathetic softy. I have no one favorite genre of music, but know that I must steer clear of hardcore genres because I might lose my mind. Because I’m a wussy.

Bad movies, video games, and TV shows are constantly attacked by angry people. I identify with these things because I’ve been treated like crap my entire life, by everyone I have ever known. You all know where I live, I don’t know what you’re waiting for. Haman’s successor is a big headed, arrogant, faggot, alien, Transsexual, laundry rag, with swine flu. Knock yourself out, because I’m a sloth I’m not impeding you so yeah. Azazel, Abęl, and Belshazzar aren’t real words, because I’ve clearly made them up just now. I’m angry now and I don’t want to make angry music, I need time to calm down. Fogtag is a real word and the Fake News outlets perpetuate the absurd lie of Tranny Chasers.

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Antsy, Anonymous Individual(s)?

Progress is slow but improving. If you weren’t so critical of me making mistakes in the past, I’d be moving faster now. Yes, I’m scared, and yes I don’t want to let anymore people down than what I already have. To preview the predicted sound for you, I will pander to a degree, but not too much because of the new doppelgänger importance of dignity and honor? I intend on entertaining​, but not too much. I tend to go overboard with my emotions a lot and scare people. I can’t be successful if I scare and intimidate people constantly.

When an artist whose music I like starts becoming a bad person off stage, I have a hard time listening to their work after the fact. So I don’t want the same thing to happen to me. Long story short, I still need more time to learn how to be a better person. If I become a better person in life, then I should become a better musician as well. Right?

It’s also going to take at least three months to a year for my body to start showing hormonal changes. I just started the HRT this month, and this post is time stamped. I don’t value my privacy, hack, stalk, and spy away. Just being honest. Uh… my nipples are starting to hurt because of the breastening, and don’t forget that I’m BISEXUAL, AND I NEVER SAID I WAS GAY BUT I INSINUATED IT. “vaStest hoMo Dick nuT” or “Movies That Don’t Suck” is an anagram and Batman & Robin is my favorite movie, but it’s not real, it’s a fictional movie. I know that. KEEP YOUR LOVING PANTS ON, BUT BE READY TO TAKE THEM OFF SOON.

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Tranny (Morpheus D. Duvall)

Hacker Sloth Attack

Vanilla Ice 2.0 is The (100%) Doppelgänger and The Hacker is trying to win the sloth lie or argument, turning me into a snitch. Please stop trying to prevent me from producing rent money, I can’t do that with a nine to five. I already have a keyboard and booklet in my room, and I will learn how to play the keyboard (piano) for music theory understanding and expansion. In spite of me finally being in touch with my emotions and feminine side, I predict that songwriting will still be very difficult for me to achieve because of my immaturity and childlike personality.

I stalled this long because I didn’t want my singing performance to be gay or homoerotic, because most successful pop artists aren’t gay or queer publicly. You’ve all heard my speaking voice. I must transition into an official trans-woman first, then calibrate a vocal performance that will hopefully have sex appeal. The Pippi Pyron character that I have developed must represent the real Kolonji, not a falsity or distortion of the real me. Pippi Pyron is a fusion or mixture of Pippi Longstocking, Pyron from Darkstalkers, and Charles Manson. Gay Rights Activism is a number one priority for me, not snitching is a number two priority for me, and bleaching and whitening my skin is a number three priority for me.

A sexually confused, androgynous, bi-curious faggot is what I’m attempting to avoid now. I will attempt to doppelgänger you as much as possible. Once I learn the basics of the current music software at my disposal, I’ll see what type of sound I’ll have. The Hacker is a liar, my current living conditions sucks balls, the hacker knows this fact. It is very difficult for me to be artistically creative here. The Hacker can see my porn, and they know that I’m bisexual. Hopefully some biological women won’t have a problem having sex with a tranny. MAJORITY RULE!

I didn’t waste my time, all of you wasted my time. I learned a lot about you people with all the time that I utilized for myself in preparation for your demands. All of you would’ve been very annoyed with my personality from what you all say are my sloth years. I was more insecure and childish then than now, and I knew that I needed time to learn and grow. None of you realized or cared to understand this then, you wanted to rush me into something that I wasn’t ready for.

#FYI #ICYDK I deliberately gained all of that weight all those years ago to increase my body’s estrogen levels naturally first before I transitioned into a trans-woman now today. I also decided to add two to three or more birds to that bold, arrogant, fearless, defiant, hate filled stone. 100% deliberate (Resident Evil 2). All of you must be patient. I don’t intend on making overly weird or troubling music, I intend on making likable music. Leon S. Kennedy is number one, and Claire Redfield is the original file to be copied. I don’t write any of my dream notes in physical journals or on paper anymore. It’s all done with the Journey app from the Google Play Store.

This is my attempt to make peace with the Hacker. Because none of you will help me with my family you’re all gonna have to wait longer for me to emerge. Nevermind 1998 Fallen Azazel, they refuse to take me seriously, a lot like all of you. They’ve all given up on me. I’m struggling to repair my trust and reputation with them, and you all know this and don’t care because you’re the good guys. DON’T YOU WANT MY MUSIC TO BE AND SOUND GOOD? SO F*CKING WAIT LONGER. Songwriting and my presentation will be a new priority for me this time. In the past I wasted too much time on composition, but not this time. I’m not the only kidult (adultescent) living in America. I don’t value my privacy, but I value the privacy of others.